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I hate when you smile at me
And pretend that its all right
When you do every thing without me
Makes me feel like im not right
like im upsetting the balance
like im vending the wrong snacks
 ooh the wrong snacks
I know im the misfit of all of you
 but its still not cool
Im not belonging here no im not belonging
with you we all know that you all hate me
 theres no pretending
 i can face the truth
well im not a baby
And im not small
I can face it
im sronger
i aint a baby anymore
i know you dont love me
well i love you
And ill love you
But you could never love me
I have a heart
if you had one too
i couldnt embarres you
you know im not
embarressed to be with you
*spoken No no i never was
but you have always hated me!!!!!!!!
BECAUSE ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT
yes yes even when you sayed i dont belong i know youll never love me

PART 2 OF 32

I am Saphire Jones. "Whats a Gem fin?" I asked. " Gemafin is the land of GEM Gem Emerald Mark, of the mark generations. Your names?" She asked "Umm im Saphire and thats Jade." A look of excitment and terror flashed accros her face. " GEM DEAR COME GEM!!!!" She hollered. A beautirull woman appeared iin a long glowing blue dress that looked somewhat like a cut gem. "EMERALD dont call me when im off- Hello new ones-" " Gem its them Jaedues and Saphirethan!!"Emerald interupted. " Mind my manners but the family of Jaedues wonders if it is-" She looked at Jade. "-gasp- ALL HALE JAEDUES OF THE GODS!" She ran over to Jade" Dear you are equal to Zues." She looked around and saw everyone looking at her." WELL GOOD JAEDUES PEOPLE!!! GET HER COMFERTABLE!! NOW!""Saphire give me the mike!" Back to the Jade any way, so after she said that every one got me grapes and green things. I tasted the grapes and than wondered aloud "How do they know i like grapes?" " Jaedues everyone knows that." Said a tall beautifull woman standing with 70 others like her. They had black hair and they all had jade green eyes. Like me. Almost the EXZACT same. "We are one millionth of the House Of Jaedues.Or you." I gasped. I had a house? " Can i see my house?" Saphire asked " NO." Bellowed Gem her dress turned a redish shade of onyx. She was scary. " Saphire was an evil god level with Kronos.Kronos the TITAN. You have no house you have minions." Saphire smiled knowingly " Well do i get to see other-"NONONO!!!" Gem bellowed even angrier."She can convince anyone to do anything- excepting you Gem and your husband..." said the girl who looked like me " Im Lime G. This is B.B G. this is D.G. This is J.D and that is..." She went on and on.When she finnaly fineshed i smiled and said "were do i sleep?" She brought me to a room full of Furniture and grand paintings i shook my head. She brought me to a small cottage stuffed with people and sleeping bags " Yes." i said. I sat down pulled up the sleeping bag and went to sleep.














                               

STORY TIME!!!! (Part 1 of 32)

So lucky for you I've decided to make a story. Here. On Blogger. i do have pics. but ill download them later. Ok? Ok. So its called:         Gems
              I am Jade Jenos. I walked down the hallway and into classroom H3C5. ... H3 means hallway three.. C5 must mean classroom five ...  I ponder other meanings while Mr. Plannjan ( he's from India ) called out partners for the Concord James High schools once-a-year field trip. He called out " Mr. James Hools with Mr. Tyler Fannigan" He paused" ... and the last pair is Saphire Jones and Miss. Jade Jenos." Great I thought Stuck with little miss perfect. She looked at me and waved . I glared back. She only ever sees the good in people. Huh... like i said... Little. Miss. PERFECT. So as we walk down the hall with our buddys I look at Saphire. Hum why hasn't Tye asked her out??? Tye Fannigan is the HOTTEST boy in possibly the world!!! So I look at Tye and he smiles at Saphire. He looks at James and points to Saphire. James nods. He points at Misty  who is standing next to me and Saphire. James nods and runs over to Misty. Misty Fannigan is my best friend. She looks at me and smiles knowingly and looks at James he whispers something in her ear and she blurts out " Well DUH I know that Tye is my brother for Gods sakes James!!!!" Tye comes over and says something to Misty. "Do it NOW Tye OR ELSE!!!" I start to get nervous, when she thretans someone it IS serious. Tye walks over to me ( Tye and I are friends BTW) "Hey Jade." He says. "Hi Tye." I reply " So-"" EVERYONE TIME TO GET ON THE BUS!!!!" Mr. Plannjan yells. We all go silent. Tye walks back to his buddy. Misty walks to hers. Its me and Saphire. "Hi" Saphire says in a voice that would make kittens look ugly. " Hi" I grumble. We get on the bus and sit down i choose window seat so i dont have to look at Saphire " Jade I know we dont know each other so-" I cut her off " No im just kinda tired and it takes like, three hours to get to the museum." I say "Oh- Ok" she says. I give in to sleep and i wake up just as we arraive. Uncanny. We go into the museum and as always i head straight toward the Gem/Presious rock section.  Suprisingly so does Saphire... Jade and Saphire (the gems) are next to each other we stand there and stare into the gems suddenly they start to glow. There is no glass protecting it that way you can see how it feels. I touch it at the same time Saphire touches hers.  I feel powerfull i feel like, like, pointing at something to make it dissapear and i do- but nothing happens I look around all of a sudden im in another world- and people are staring at us. One person says " Welcome to Gemafin."

new confession I AM IN LOVE "Sam"*Names changed*  ROCKS MA WURLD He is
Amazing

NEW SONG!!!!!
Ever since ive been feelin better
Just cuz it was a moment ago
Doesnt mean i cant forget ya
Youve told me how to be gratefull
How to foregive life
Well i think that life should forgive ME
Been through hell
Made it back
Now that i am i can cut myself some slack
So a round of applause
You did a good job
You made me feel like
Been through hell
Made it back
Now that i am i can cut myself some slack
So run away tell your new girl that she will
Go through hell
Make it back
Then she'll learn to cut herself some slack
She'll learn from her mistakes
Cuz i've
I've gone through hell
Made it back And finaly ...
Finaly ill cut my self some slack
Do you like it?

Dear God,
       Please let tomoro be a snow day. Let the Concord School Distric CLOSE!!!!
Amen
   Faith

Well im back (Crowd in my head YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and ya i GAWT A RUTE CANAL!!!!!